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Monday, 17 September 2012

Rain

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May this never ending torrential rain
wash away my sorrows
and wipe my memory of those beloved ones
who have betrayed me again and again
and still smile at me pretending they care.

May this never 
ending 
torrential 
rain
never 
ever 
end.

Sunday, 16 September 2012

Favourite Colour

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I wish 
there was

a colour 
darker than black
it would be my favourite one. 

The Same


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The same arms that hug you
will strangle you.

The same hands that hold you
will slap you.

The same lips that kiss you
will yell at you.

The same words that comfort you
will break you in pieces. 

In the end
there will be nothing left
but broken dreams
and the certainty
that life is a nightmare
with short moments of happiness.
Just face it
and fall asleep again.



Keep your enemies in your pocket.


If you stand tall
With your back
To the door
Then it's
Your own fault
When you get knocked
To the floor
You may have
Fooled me once
But I've got
A pretty damn
Good memory

It's a small world
What a type cliché
But it's a small world
How many times can I say
That everything
You do will end up
Coming right back
Around again

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you just
Might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

It's a long haul
To the front of the line
And you get there
In your own sweet time
But there's
Always somebody
Who decides
To cut right
In front of you

A wide eye
Looking for
A ticket to ride
It's a long night
I hope you make it
Out alive
You can't spend
Your whole life
Worrying about
What's behind you

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you just
Might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

And it's
A lively colour
Not black and white
But some people think
They're the ones
Who got it right
In a room so full
Well
You have to be
A little more flexible

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you
Just might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket


Tuesday, 11 September 2012

Unfair

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Tomorrow is far away,
yesterday even more.
Today is running by
and you never run fast enough to catch up. 
It's a battle you start knowing you're gonna lose it.
So what is it all about? 

Perhaps collecting nice moments.
Perhaps forgetting the bad ones.
Perhaps the whole package of broken dreams 
and unexpected blessings.
Perhaps it's all about getting distracted
while losing this unfair fight.

Monday, 10 September 2012

Weird

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Why do people believe that
taking a shower of reality 
is better than bathing in illusion?


Not Worth




Poor
little creature.
I can't even hate you.
In our veins runs the same blood.
Bloody fact: we're related-
and still, I appreciate the silence who lives between us.
The loudest silence I've ever heard.

Saving me the lies
and the injustice.

Saving me the disappointments
and the anger.

Saving me the hope for one day to have someone decent around.

Bitter? I'm not bitter.
I just opened my eyes and didn't like what I saw.

Poor
little creature.
You're not worth my hatred.







Wonderwall



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Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

Back beat, the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don't know how

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

And all the roads that lead you there are winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don't know how

[Repeat x2]
I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall

Barbed Wire

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Our relation?
Strong it is
like steel.
We're connected forever.

Pity it's a painful barbed wire
holding me tight
cutting my flesh
never letting me go.

Holding me, so I won't fall
while strangling me
and watching me die slowly.

Our relation?
Very strong it is, indeed.
We're connected forever.

Chase

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it would hunt you down
and make you miserable.

And even if you spent
your whole life running from it
it would find you.

It'll chase you forever
stop caring
stop running
stop worrying
stop wondering
stop crying
stop hoping.
Stop.