Why!

Why? 

Why are we here? 

And why is there this weird planet covered by water? 

And why do I exist? 

And when I die? 

What happens? 

What happened to the dinosaurs?

Why can't we find life somewhere else?

What the hell is out there? 

What is everything for?

So many questions gushing out and this unbearable anxiety...

to know...to be certain! 

I want answers!

 Nobody gives me answers. 

I've tried religion, all of them failed. 

Astrology: failed. 

I've tried drugs. I failed. 

Fail after fail finding nothing but questions. So that's it? 

A huge question mark? 

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