May

May the pain never cease.

Suffering still

The ones who suffer still

are the worst.

They don't ask for help

they mean for you to see them

suffering silently  

doubling your guilt.

They need to suffer silently

to feel strong and brave.

They need you to admire 

them for being so strong.

That's their joy. 

In fact they're just not strong enough

to ask for help.

Poisoned Help

I'm your friend.

 I'll help you. Always.

I'll be there for you.

I'll lend you my ears, when you want to talk

and lend you my words, when you want to listen

and lend you my shoulders for you to lean on.

And I'll be your friend

as long as you do what I say.

I am right and strong

and you are wrong and weak.

I need you to be weak

so I can feel strong

and I need you to be wrong

so I can be right.

I am your friend

I'll be there

as long as it suits me.

Evil Anger

If I took
all my anger
and did something good
there would be no evil on earth anymore.

Curtain Up!

I am an empty shell

if you scratch on my peel

I collapse

because I am hollow.

I am the one without history

neither past nor future.

I am now: whatever you want me to be.

And I am smiling with sharp, white teeth

a perfect and expensive smile.

I polish my shell everyday

until it shines brightly

reflecting the spotlights 

of my stage called life.

Let the spectacle begin!

There must be something

Well, if I don't kill myself

it's because I'm looking for something. 

Ink

Like this giant squid

she has arms everywhere

ready to hug who needs it

and those who didn't ask for it.

Her ink stains everyone

if you want it or not.

Where she is

there is no space 

for anyone else.

And her hug is so strong , she reaches out to

the furthest corners of the earth.

If you escape one of the arms

there is always another one

hugging you so tight

you can't breathe.

She means good

and her ink is so evil!

You try to wash it out

but it's so acid,

it burns into your skin.

Like this giant squid

she has arms everywhere

and you won't escape

until you cut the giant arms off.

Screwed

There was this woman who had left her husband 

for another man.  

Hope.

Lust.

Frustration. 

Regret.

Pain.

And hope again.

And she never forgot her husband.

And she never forgot this other man.

And then she was pregnant.

And didn't know whose child it was.

And didn't know who to talk to.

And hoped everything would be ok.

And wished in the end the father would be that man

who was with her

and not the other one.

And there she was...she, who always wanted to do 

the right thing

being honest

and faithful

and seeking happiness.

And in the end she was screwed. 

And she lost herself in the maze of life. 

Never finding the exit.

Hide and Seek

I'll chase you forever.

There is no way for you to hide

I'll find you wherever you go.

It might take me a while

but I'll get you

and once I found you

you'll be with me forever.

I know

everyone is after you.

And everyone believes to know

where you're hidden.

But they don't.

I don't.

But I'll chase you forever.

Luck.

Enemy

I am a warrior without enemy. 

I fight.

If you don't,

I will.

I will fight against myself

and stab myself

and cut pieces of me

and pierce my heart with a spear.

I am a warrior without enemy.

That's my reason to fight.