Ride

Let me ride on your tears

till I reach your red lips

where I bite the flesh and watch

the blood running down your chin.

Let me ride on your tears.

The tears I caused.

The tears I always cause.

Let me.

Fly Free

When you're a child
everything looks so bright and nice and shiny
people cuddle you and smile and give you candies.
Rainbows everywhere
never ending colours and joyful sounds.
And the older you get
the darker get the colours
the candies are gone and you catch hold of cigarettes
the colours become smoke
the joyful sounds become never ending peeps of alarm clocks, cars, fridges, cell phones
and it peeps inside you like a ticking time bomb you keep on running in circles trying to do your best trying not to sleep and to manage everything so nobody complains and your mind peeps and you don't hear anything anymore and all you want is to stop the noise and the smoke and you climb to the top floor after writing that letter saying you're sorry and you look to the horizon and there it is a beautiful rainbow and the sun rising and you jump and the peep stops everything is spinning and you fly free like a bird looking to the
.

Game over

I miss the times

when I used to get sad.

Now I just can't feel anything.

Incredible

How come they have seen so much

and not gotten sick of this world?

Whatever

Longing for something that doesn't exist

I can't stop looking.

Looking for anything to fill the hole

that is growing inside me. 

This anxious search

is all I got.