I'll just wait

I’m sick of it. 

Giving. 

Worrying. 

Caring. 

Treasuring. 

I’m sick of people getting used to it. 

Maybe the world is a bad place because good people just gave up. 

I’m almost done with it. 

I wish I wouldn’t care. 

I wish I wouldn’t give a shit. 

I wish it wouldn’t hurt so much. 

Maybe, in the end, bitterness is the best way out? 

Perhaps numbness is better than pain? 

Perhaps the ones who get bitter are just smarter than me.

I’ll never know, will I? 

 I guess I’ll just wait for my grave worms.